kick start!
salam alaik.
green .brand new day.
i get connected lagi..! hehe ;p ntah.tiba2 je rasa nak pakai tmnet prepaid. dl dah potong talian net ni.hehe
today is December 10. ..i shud undergo an operation yesterday. but i escaped! why? hmm..so tired of feeling the pain u know. luka pmbedahan ni amik masa more than 2months to recover. cuti tinggal lagi dalam 4weeks.mana smpat… even org ckp kesihatan lg penting, (yes off course!) tp diri ni dihimpit rs nak cepat complete my degree..lg bberapa bln je..
sejak last two days i felt really xslesa n sakit kat my left ovary especially..dont know why..yesterday i went to c the doc yang pandai kasyaf.yeah, it’s all from Allah. he gave me another prescriptions.almost 100 jugak la duit my mom terbang demi anak sorg nih! huhu.. i wish i can bls jasa my mom and dad vr2 soon!
lega la jugak pas mkn ubt but it lasts for bbrapa jam je..skrg dah jam 4ptg. the time that i shud call the doc to tell him my condition after taking the new prescriptives. kalu stil feel the pain, xtau la what kind of therapy will he give me..God..have some pity on me..
kalau ikutkan hati, tensennye! many kinds of ubat, air tawar i tried. bertahun2..but He still wanna test me…accepting it cures half of the pain..mentally and physically..
one thing for sure, i learnt that ramai lg yang lbh derita dari kita..just look at pesakit2 lain..org2 melarat..war victims dll..lagi dasyat ujian diorg.
well..i think i shud stop. kna bsiap balik kota bharu since my aunt is going to mecca tomorrow.i’m not feelin really well lg but i dont wanna be alone kat umah.
apapun,hpfully i’m not doing wrong decision-escaping from the operation. huh..
wassalam..
