week of hardhips…
last week was among the critical week i ever had. sending all the teaching practice marks, dealing with lmpk people regarding to my health problem, peeling off my brain finding ideas in teaching,etc. tp yang plg mengharukan dan mncabar keimanan blaku on friday, the sayyidul ayyam. had to jemput kwn from putra bus station and i had no idea on how to get there except referring to signboards kat jln2.huh! just imagine, my fren smpai kat bus station at 5.30pm n i was still kat skolah till 7pm. 8pm baru btolak to the station, n wondering the right way there. from upm i took sg besi hiway(a fren told me so) so jalan n jalan n jalan lagi…xjmpa2 arah PWTC.lastly i managed to be there at 9.30! huhu one n a half hour…wasted kat atas jln je..n i was deadly tired!
luckily i know the rite way home..but my fren kept telling me all that she had i in her mind n heart. n i kept silent as i was too tired but i still pretending that i’m listening to her.hihi…bohong sunat kot..bleh kan? when we reached serdang n brenti dinner at kak yong restaurant. ms tgh mkn tu, ada lg sorang kwn sms me n mngadu masalah dia plak.so i tried to help. tp ntah mcm mna tb2 je tgh kt khusyuk lyn mslsh dia, dia plak ‘lesap’ dbuai mmpi. hi…i bet if dia kat dpan mata, i’l kick him!
n the most horrible thing happpen to me that nite. i wasnt sure what actually happen but i’ve lost my money after we left the restaurant.beratus la jugak..nak byr sewa umah, bills, servis kete dll..hmm…maybe not much for those yang kaya n bduit but for me yang masih tak keroje, yg masih blaja n xde loan, that was so…arrgghh! bak kata polis yang amik my report, "kire sedekah jariah di hari jumaat la ye dik.." oh my! ye ke?
hwever, syukurlah..i xjadi gila coz lost the money. mgkin berkat doa dan solat hajat ibuabah n adik2 wat mlm tu. thanks Allah for giving me strength. awal2 tu tak leh time gak…byk tu..sedih ilang duit lagi.tp p[lg sedih n tak leh time is bl pk how it happened to me n how did i lost n totally ‘lost’.mcm mmpi je..sedih jg bl mngaitkan mslh kesihatan ni yang sebabkn i get easily tired n usually had cronic fatigue, smpai tak ingat pape..uhhuhuhu.. :( Allahuakbar.. lemahnya kita sebagai makhluk yang diciptakan. pesanan encik-encik polis tu jg mndamaikan.."jadikanlah pngajaran di masa dpn ye. sntiasa hati2."ye, insyaAllah aku akn lbh bhati2..
kata2 housemates baru ku sblm kluar rumah bgitu syahdu."kak ti byk betul diuji..mesti byk dosa dah trampun..".(they were so shocked to see my scar sebab laparotomy on 2005, n to found out that i have to undergo another operation next month.) thanks nor, tiqah.. ujian mmg byk n plbagai. lain org,lain style ujiannya. mgkinkah esok kita akan lbih baik dr hari ini?
